I haven’t written many events

A lot of time has passed, a lot of events have happened but I haven’t published it in my blog. Just like in the year 2020 where the corona virus or Covid 19, spread and became a pandemic. The world experienced a great fear of the spread of covid19, because many people got it and died. Lots of people suffered not only because they got Covid but because they lost their jobs, many businessmen lost their businesses.

More than 2 years have passed since covid hit people, but thank God and now people are slowly recovering. However, there are still some affected by Covid, but it is not as bad as it was at its peak.

I recently had the flu, and I don’t leave the house much so I wasn’t worried that I might have covid, especially since I’m fully vaccinated. But since I had the flu and I never experienced in my whole life that I lost my sense of smell and taste, I can’t help but think that I might have covid too?. I admit I was also scared and whatever was going through my mind, I thought that I might be the next one to die.

I guess I’m not ready to die yet because I’m not perfect, I still have many shortcomings and mistakes. My prayer to God is that if I am going to die, it will be when I deserve it. Because it is better that before God lets us rest, we can do good things first so that we can be sure that we are not going to hell. I think i have to end this, i have nothing so much to say.

Looking Back

I will never forget the date February 11, 2021. A year immediately passed very quickly, which seemed like only recently.

Looking back..

My mind is sad again because that was the day you passed away. I felt a strange thing on Wednesday night while I was watching your bible expo, I smelled something fragrant just near the tip of my nose,..I’m a Goosebump but I didn’t pay attention to this thing and totally the scent lasted for a while, as if it just passed in front of me..

The next day, Thursday, I was still awake because of listening to your bible expo. The bible expo ended at 9 o’clock and you did the bible expo again at 12am and two o’clock. It’s early in the morning after this, so I shout-out “𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐨, 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐤𝐚 𝐩𝐚 𝐛𝐚, 𝐚𝐛𝐚 𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐡𝐢𝐥 𝐤𝐚𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐚𝐤𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐛𝐚 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐨 𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐤𝐨! And when I woke up I tuned in again because at 7 in the morning you will have a bible expo again. But at around 8am, I said “I’m sorry I’ll turn off the TV first because I’m going to the market first, I’ll just watch it later because there’s a replay on you tube of your bible expo . (I’m guilty and I have remorse in my heart, why I didn’t finish your last live exposition ..) When I came home from the market, I smelled the very fragrant thing I smelled last night, and it stopped again on the bridge of my nose..It’s weird because it stinks in the market, but it really smells very good to my nose the scent I smelled last night while you were at the bible expo, I was just smiling and inside me, are my senses playing games with me? When I got home I immediately fix what I bought, and after I cooked lunch I read messages on my cell phone, and there I read inviting community prayer because you are in critical condition. I was shocked when I read it and wish that it was just a fake news. I immediately texted my brother who was in Brazil, confirming if it was true that you were in critical condition. I struggle with nervousness, and tension. I only felt a little relieved when I thought that if that was true, brother Alex should have told us right away, but he didn’t say anything. I knelt down, asking for God’s mercy for your healing Inkong and please calm myself. After I prayed I looked at my cell phone again, my brother didn’t see my message so I was really nervous, a little later I looked again to see if my brother had replied, I saw that he had seen my message but he didn’t reply. So I chatted with him again, I said “please answer if what I’m asking you is true”?!..

I saw him typing a message and when I read his reply I almost fainted, he said ” HE’s GONE ” I can’t believe it, my heart says “NO THAT’S NOT TRUE !!” So I asked him the next question: HOW IS IT GONE? DID YOU SEE, WERE YOU WITH HIM? DID YOU TOUCH? because my heart and mind don’t want to believe.

I really can’t forget that day, I think the cycle of the world has stopped and it will almost collapse because of my excessive grief.. I know that I am not the only one who mourned but all of us who that you led. We love you very much Inkong, because the good you have done is so great, you are so deeply etched in my heart. You’re the only one I cried like this, you’re the only one who puffed out my eyes. Even my dog was confused, he maybe thought “what’s going on with my boss” because my crying was so bad..

SK started at 7pm, I was very sad especially when brother Daniel said that God gave you rest, and even showed you your seat, terrible!

I don’t remember what else happened, all I know is that my head hurts. Fortunately, on Saturday, I was thankful that my heart was relieved because of brother Daniel’s preaching, he comforted us with the teachings of Christ.

Bro Daniel also told us what you said when the Lord took your grandson Bryce. So I was relieved somehow. The message left in my heart is “never mind we will meet again, there in a thousand years you will be together again in the kingdom of the Lord” ..

Thank God for someone like you, thank God for having brother Daniel as your successor. Until we meet again 🙏🏻